Tuesday, November 19, 2013

The Will to Love by Selene Chardou

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“I wasn’t looking for love, only a good time and a way to tour the world with a rock band when he came along and hit me like a hurricane. Nothing could have prepared for me for the complexity that was Will Cullen. He hid a secret that would devour me whole and spit me out. The only problem I had was how did I let go when I decided to give my heart to the very man I would never be able to control and who would always be just beyond my reach?” – Laurel Munsen
Will Cullen has always been comfortable in his own skin, even it was behind the scenes as the bass player for Scarlet Fever. He’s always known he was gay and accepted his sexuality even if he couldn’t be out and proud as a member of one of the most popular rock bands in the world.
Laurel was supposed to be a diversion, a beard to hide behind while he and his lover, drummer Grant MacMullen, continued their hot and heavy relationship. Grant breaks his heart and admits there can never be a future between them.
It is Laurel who picks up the pieces and although he knows what they have together is wrong and conforming to society’s standards of what love supposed to be, how can he rectify his strong attraction and desire for men while he is falling in love with a woman?
Both Laurel and Will learn the fluidity of human emotions and together, they gather the strength and courage to live life, understand each other and love with heart, body, mind and soul.
Note: This story is about a homosexual man who happens to fall in love with a heterosexual woman but it does not negate his homosexual status nor is the author implying sexuality is a choice; rather that most of the time, we don’t and cannot choose the person we fall in love with and decide to give our heart and soul.
Darra's Review:

 Mind blowing, jaw dropping, intense, an unbelievable book. This book takes extreme to the next level. You will not forget this book. These past days I have not been able to think of anything other then Will and Laurel. How can a Gay man love a woman? It can happen.
I don't know how I felt about Will in the beginning of the book. The book goes right into the thick of the plot. Will is very front forward with Laurel that he is 100% gay besides liking her. He is in love with Grant and has been for years. However he still wants to be with Laurel. It just works between the two.
As for Laurel. You would think that she may be a dumb airhead to be in love with a gay man that is cheating on her with his lover. But as you read, she is real. She is strong, loving and never stops wanting to be with Will. How can you stop loving a person and just leave and know that he does care about her feelings? Even despite the cheating.
Will leaves Grant to be just with Laurel. Even though he has been in love with him years and years. He has to be up front and show Laurel his past and what she will have to deal with if she stays with him. What thickens the plot is Laurel has a past that is unreal. This made my heart leap to another place that I can't explain where. When they go to this club(putting that extremely lightly) Will thinks he is showing a taste of his past life. What he had no idea of is that her past life belonged here and it still haunts her. She had a boyfriend that owned the place that she was very close with. He makes it acknowledged to Will that he still wants her.
I can't tell you what happens. But I can say my mouth was gaping open for at least 10 minutes. You need to put your big girl panties on to read this book. I had to stop everything I was doing to finish the rest of the book. I can't tell you that I have read anything like this. And I have read many S&M books. This books makes it real and believable. The rest of the book had a great story and Will's feelings for Laurel expand and he had know idea how much he cared for her.

What the question is...How can a straight woman keep a Gay man? Read and find out. Again if you want to read a book to takes your mind to the extreme limit, read this now!

I give this book a 4.5. This will be a reread. Am I dirty for liking the book so much. Maybe....

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Will walked outside and knelt before me. “Fuck. What the hell did I do now?” “Nothing,” I said before I turned to look at the pool and swallowed, the harsh bitterness of the Xanax pill still left in my mouth. “I realize everything that has happened between us is on me. Grant always came first and I was a distant second but now that he’s gone, I truly wonder if there is any room past that empty spot he’s left inside of you for me? We don’t choose who we fall in love with and God knows if I could take my feelings back for you, I would.” I paused and stared into those vast pools of blue. “But I can’t and I won’t. Now, the onus is on you. Do you or don’t you want to be with me? If you can’t, I truly understand because it just isn’t the way you’re hardwired. We were never supposed to be in the first place. However, if you do want me, then it has to be just you and I. No one else and certainly no one night stands or interlopers. I have to know I can trust you or we won’t work out. Do you understand that?” He nodded, his silky blond hair blowing in the soft breeze. “Of course I want to be with you or I wouldn’t have said no to coming out and I sure as hell wouldn’t have invited you to Vegas. If this works out and we sign this contract, this affects your life just as much as it does mine. I can understand if what we have isn’t important enough for you to uproot your life and change everything just to be with me.” “Oh, but it is…and my question to you is can you make that sacrifice because no matter how you look at our situation, you are doing something that is against your very nature. You’re denying a part of yourself to be with me and I can’t help but feel like I am the most selfish bitch in the world for making you do that.” “Listen to me,” Will said as he grabbed my jaw with both hands and held my face softly. “I’m not doing anything I don’t want to do. If you’ll have me then I’m yours. It’s as simple as that.” I nodded and we kissed each other on the lips before I embraced him. I couldn’t understand why I was holding on so tight and then it hit me like a wrecking ball. I was scared if I didn’t hold him like he was the only man in the world, he might disappear and leave me all alone with my emotions and the thought was too much to bear.  

Meet Selene
Selene Chardou is a world traveler and the alter-ego of Elle Chardou.
Ms. Chardou’s writing is all about hot romance and exciting times with the wild, damaged, out of control and/or rich and famous set in the New Adult realm.
She is currently working on The Will to Love, the second novel in the Scarlet Fever Series, which chronicles the relationship of Will Cullen and Laurel Munsen. She is also working on Deadly Seduction, the first novel in The Rough Riders series, which chronicles the issues between three Motorcycle Clubs, and various criminal elements in the tri-city area of Reno, Lake Tahoe and Carson City in Northern Nevada.
Ms. Chardou has lived abroad in Stockholm (Sweden), Manchester (England), Los Angeles, the San Francisco Bay Area and Portland. She currently resides in Las Vegas, Nevada.
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